I KNOW I KNOCKED THE TABLE OVER because i watched the jar BREAK and ive been trying to repair it EVERY SINGLE STUPID DAY but wont the cracks still show???? no matter how well its assembled??? can i ever just decide to let it die and let you go? ALL MY MOTIVES AND EVERY SINGLE NARRATIVE BELOW REFLECTS THAT MOMENT WHEN IT BROKE AND WILL I NEVER LET IT GO